DING
DONGI was 10
Apollo 11
lands
on the moon
on Earth
I unwrap
lunar-module-like
aluminum foil
to reveal
a round
chocolate frosted
Ding Dong
lift the
snack
cake
off
to leave
behind
a perfect
crater
I made
my own
moon
that year
I was
that
space
crazy
HARDBALL
The light pole in front of my house
was a touchdown
and the black cadillac
owned by that nasty old lady
(who kept our tennis ball home runs)
the other goal... of course
the yards were the stands
Depending on how many of us
were home on Sunday it was
2x2 3on3 4against4 or 5vs5
we'd try to balance teams
by age and ability
or just this week's best friends
we'd say "We're the Rams"
"We're the Vikings" huddle
whisper plays with our fingers
on the asphalt
Then 3 47 3 47
hut hut hut
run straight past
the driveway
imagine I'm Roman Gabriel
catching sight of
Jack Snow
slashing up the street
to the light pole
in Converse All-Stars
(the only basketball shoes!)
I never slanted right
off the curb
hit my head on a brick wall
turned my blond hair red
like Tim did
we laughed then cried
as we walked him
to his corner home
Just bad luck I guess
he'd grow upto be a teenager
walking drunk on PCH
one late Saturday night
Ten years ago
I heard
he markets
chicken for
Orange County
I'm still the kid
with glasses
now deflecting bills
trying to hold on
to fun
MY SPACE
As a kid I wanted
to travel
an astronaut in
outer space
When I became a
teenager
I painted my
bedroom cobalt
hung dark blue
curtains
turned out the
light
put on Pink
Floyd's Echoes
Dark Side Of The
Moon
Wish You Were
Here
I enjoyed being
by myself
in my own mind in
my room
listening to
black vinyl universes
spinning on my
Radio Shack turntable
at night Close To
The Edge, Fragile
hearing the calls
of my unknowable
older brothers,
Yes
enter The Gates
Of Delirium
I'd turn one
metallic cone
on, part of the
space age pole lamp
in one corner of
my "Close Don's door,
we've got
company!" refuge
sit on puffy blue
bedspread
alone at a
concert
in Madison Square
Garden
feeling Led
Zeppelin's
Dazed And
Confused live
blow out my first
Juliette speakers
and I had to
drive my dad's white Skylark
to University
Stereo's going-out-of-business sale
for new bigger
black boxes
After my weekly
trek for a Licorice Pizza
Hot 100 List, or
Clan Records $3.99 special
I traipsed to Poo
Bah's where
I would trade five
taped platters
for the latest
Bad Company
Run With The Pack
to play afternoons
after boys'
catholic high school
I traveled solo
and loved
Somewhere I've
Never Traveled
Somewhere I've
Always Dreamed Of
smiling,
blissful, before girls and drugs
THE FREE WAY
we were in the '63 brown Buick
I bought from my
uncle for 350 dollars
blazing down the
210 Freeway to Ontario
for Cal Jam 2,
the rock'n'roll concert
where we teens
would light up
freedom from our
parents
in a crowd of
300,000 at the speedway
we walked through
the tunnel
to the infield
where sleeping bags dotted the grass
(we made tracks
on the grass in just an hour
it was 4am, I had
been doing '78
trying to drive
the year)
everyone was
sleeping below the stars
waiting to be
awakened by hundred thousand watt speakers
and reborn into
rocking festival lyrics
to hear our
cultural leaders--Aerosmith, Santana, Foreigner, Mahogany Rush
and when it was
over, after our fists pumped into the air
thick with smoke
and spilled beer and trampled dust
we shuffled out,
media fed cattle, mooing with happy tiredness
for the 2am drive
home, I drove in the dark highway space
weaving with ears
buzzing, we had to stop
to piss on the
walls of a closed gas station
spraying yellow
sparks of independence in the night
the liberation of
being on our own--with friends
hours of deep
high to always remember
THE
KID
As a bald baby I was moved
near a reservoir to a tract house
with a garage door branded Z Z
My Grecian Formula haired father turned on
the TV and the Trix rabbit jumped
onto a box on our formica dining table
I admired Dad's mahogany console stereo
oozing music for modern lovers
Tijuana Brass Whipped Cream
And Other Delights
a vinyl sheriff's star
stuck on the front door pane
Shouted re-elect Peter Pitchess
as my auburn-coiffed mom opened
her favorite tome
Jane Dixon's astrology pulled
from the woodgrain-
laminated-particleboard bookcase
I grew in evolving Polaroid pictures
smiling beside a "tree"
assembled for Christmas
Hugging my Strange Change
plastic creature maker
never thinking for a moment
I'd turn into a poet
WHITTIER BLVD. 8/29/70
Thousands
march in the street
Fists pump
signs into the air
Batons club back
protesting arms
Hands hurl bottles
and stones at official prejudice
Tear gas canisters
explode in bar windows
We can see it
all on TV
My father says
he has to go there
We cry we love him
as he opens the door
Because he wears the brown
Sheriff's jump suit
We wonder if we will
ever hold him alive again
But his name is not Ruben Salazar
so he lives to see an undeclared war end
All six poems will be published by Four Feathers Press in his forthcoming book From One Century To The Next, soon to be available on http://fourfeatherspress.blogspot.com
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